i love the POLITE/IVP atmosphere. i could feel it tingling right through to my toes..
it was held at Ngee Ann poly. 2 courts. 1 guys 1 girls.
the feeling.....damn shiok i tell you.

although i'm not playing anymore i still feel for them. for all the players.
feel their excitement rushing through their veins..feel nerve wrecked right before their game...feel like puking and having a million butterflies in their stomach. everything!
so many feelings that we might as well explode..

we always feel that the 2 1/2 mins for warmup for each side is not enough. stroke a few times, thats it.

NP won both SP & TP, and i'm quite glad for them. they've worked very very hard for it.
the last player was Daryl, and seriously...he was...merciless...............
he gave away only one point. seriously?!
JJ vs Brandon was scary man! but JJ pushed for every damn shot that we all were very worried for his ankle..

i know people are talking, but i really dont care.
the people who dont like me wont believe me, so i wont bother to explain to them.
the people who like me and are my close frens wont need the explanation. :)


thank YOU for understanding. <3

alot of things in life, you have to grin and bear it.

like how the closest ppl in ur life make fun of you and you have to grin and bear it. all the bloody way. frustrating sometimes.

but i realised that what sean said that day was true. its like, when he smses and i dun reply, he wont ask me why. bcos he would know that there would definitely be a valid reason and that it wouldn't matter to him bcos our friendship is stronger than that. we complete each others sentences and i know what he's thinking. anyway, yes, BACK-UP PLAN! heh inside joke.

my voice is dying now. in all honesty. went to sing K with Fee and Louis until we died. like seriously. stoned in e bloody room. 4 hours straight omggggg. CRYYY MEEE A RIVERRRRRR. we got a legendary VIDEO to prove our madness! its hilarious man.


you know sometimes, i wish you cared a little bit more for me. like, be bothered with what i do. yea i understand the whole give-you-freedom thing, and it works both ways, but i cant help but feel this way today becos i feel like crap. totally crappy feeling. and im tired, and i think im beginning to sprout nonsense. and i cant help but wish you could encourage me sometimes, or be proud of me, bcos your opinion matters. alot.

ok this is gettin gibberish.

i jus woke up frm a nap and i'm waitin for Grey's Anatomy! and, i feel like squashin tml but yet i feel lazy. AIYAAAAA. i feel damn tireddd. big girls dont cry.


you, YOU make my world stop.


Meredith: [voiceover] At the end of the day, there are some things you just can't help but talk about. Some things we just don't want to hear, and some things we say because we can't be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say, they're what you do. Some things you say because there's no other choice. Some things you keep to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves.

sigh, i dont know what to say or do now. i dont have a right to make a fuss, yet i feel like crap, or rather i feel like Meredith Grey. emo and waify. but im definitely not waify. ok rubbish.